<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357</id><updated>2011-11-27T17:30:51.970-06:00</updated><category term='Rope'/><category term='boy'/><category term='me'/><category term='Converse'/><category term='Tennis'/><category term='die'/><category term='poem'/><category term='suicide'/><category term='youth'/><category term='All Star'/><category term='High Top'/><category term='Mac'/><category term='self'/><category term='shoe'/><category term='philosophy'/><category term='born'/><category term='tree'/><category term='nothing'/><category term='one-liners'/><category term='lose'/><title type='text'>Shudder and Blink</title><subtitle type='html'>It can happen fast, if it happens at all.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>29</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-5187362095885060769</id><published>2007-09-11T21:05:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-09-11T21:06:22.842-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='nothing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='self'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='die'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='me'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Mac'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='lose'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='poem'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='born'/><title type='text'>Less Than 1%</title><summary type='text'>Born into sinLive to LoseDie alone.Nothing.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/5187362095885060769/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=5187362095885060769&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/5187362095885060769'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/5187362095885060769'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2007/09/less-than-1.html' title='Less Than 1%'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-6144904006819912186</id><published>2007-04-16T21:13:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-04-16T21:24:12.402-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='youth'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='High Top'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='shoe'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Rope'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='All Star'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Tennis'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Converse'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boy'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='tree'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='suicide'/><title type='text'>Hey, that's my shoe.</title><summary type='text'>Today, after work, while walking from the car to my front door, a dark green Converse High Top All Star tennis shoe dropped right in front of me.  Straight down from the sky, it appeared, to bounce directly three feet in front of me onto the sidewalk.I looked up, and in the tree above me, on a branch stood a small thin boy.  He appeared to be around 15 years old.  He wore a bright yellow shirt, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/6144904006819912186/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=6144904006819912186&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/6144904006819912186'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/6144904006819912186'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2007/04/hey-thats-my-shoe.html' title='Hey, that&apos;s my shoe.'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-3011701340573110764</id><published>2007-01-05T20:58:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2007-01-05T20:59:39.970-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='philosophy'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='one-liners'/><title type='text'>Deny and Defy</title><summary type='text'>that Consuming Whore.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/3011701340573110764/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=3011701340573110764&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/3011701340573110764'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/3011701340573110764'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2007/01/deny-and-defy.html' title='Deny and Defy'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-7828824245272515215</id><published>2007-01-01T00:11:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2007-01-01T00:12:24.169-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Happy New Year</title><summary type='text'>From Mac and Lilly.Good luck to us all.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/7828824245272515215/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=7828824245272515215&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/7828824245272515215'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/7828824245272515215'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2007/01/happy-new-year.html' title='Happy New Year'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-115371143305932368</id><published>2006-07-23T22:12:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-07-23T22:23:53.070-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Brookstone Fowler Goes To The Park</title><summary type='text'>He mourned the loss of his pet.She died only after a month in his house, turned blue and got stiff.He buried her in the community garden on Ravenswood under the orange tulips because orange was the her favorite color.His sadness mellowed a bit now, under the wave of after-work martinis and cocaine in the bar bathroom, but it still lurked in his stomach and lower. He wanted a new pet, something to</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/115371143305932368/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=115371143305932368&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/115371143305932368'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/115371143305932368'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2006/07/brookstone-fowler-goes-to-park.html' title='Brookstone Fowler Goes To The Park'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-115242954634612649</id><published>2006-07-09T02:14:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-07-09T02:19:06.356-05:00</updated><title type='text'>In the kitchen</title><summary type='text'>I'm waiting for you.Always in the kitchen with a beer in one hand and a cigerette in the other.Will I see you out the window?Or are you already in the room, in my mind?I don't know what you look likeor what music you likeor what you like to wearbut somedaywe'll stand hereleaning against the sinknakedmy hand on that spot, on your hipyour head hair in the crook of my neckand the wind will blow </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/115242954634612649/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=115242954634612649&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/115242954634612649'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/115242954634612649'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2006/07/in-kitchen.html' title='In the kitchen'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-114999245616884098</id><published>2006-06-10T21:20:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-06-10T21:20:56.170-05:00</updated><title type='text'>There are no more Denominations,</title><summary type='text'>Only Denomination$.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/114999245616884098/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=114999245616884098&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/114999245616884098'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/114999245616884098'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2006/06/there-are-no-more-denominations.html' title='There are no more Denominations,'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-114999227113782269</id><published>2006-06-10T21:14:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-06-10T21:17:51.160-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Recent Fragments</title><summary type='text'>I didn't give up on youI gave up on me.I've lived a thousand lives in my head.I'm thinking of those hot August nights.Do you think of me when you shut off the light?I'm driving the streets in a dream,numb muddy emotionCould I be the pillow for your tears?Could I be the mirror for your smile?I still hear your laughter; it echoes on my empty street.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/114999227113782269/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=114999227113782269&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/114999227113782269'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/114999227113782269'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2006/06/recent-fragments.html' title='Recent Fragments'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-114533063490906314</id><published>2006-04-17T22:21:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-04-17T22:25:16.676-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Shape Changes at Night</title><summary type='text'>A sharp pointed cornered Cube plops into the Amber Liquid.It swirls clinks plinks in the sunlit reflected glow, bobbing among the waves and eddies.The corners soften, then smooth, then round out.The Cube becomes a sphere,and then disappears.Only a memory.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/114533063490906314/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=114533063490906314&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/114533063490906314'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/114533063490906314'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2006/04/shape-changes-at-night.html' title='Shape Changes at Night'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-114343094477778618</id><published>2006-03-26T21:34:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2006-03-26T21:44:10.146-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Q&amp;A</title><summary type='text'>"I see you have a cross hanging there. Are you Christian?" she asked."No.""There's a Koran on your shelf. Are you Muslim?""No.""Here's some Saint Votives. Are you Catholic?""No.""I see some books about Buddhist teachings and essays. Are you Buddhist?""No.""Hey, a tape of Gregorian Chants. Are you--?""No.""What about this tape of Chinese Pipa: are you--?""No.""What about this I Ching--?""No.""And </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/114343094477778618/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=114343094477778618&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/114343094477778618'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/114343094477778618'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2006/03/qa.html' title='Q&amp;A'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-114335087500069904</id><published>2006-03-25T23:26:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2006-03-25T23:27:55.016-06:00</updated><title type='text'>I cannot see what is ahead of me</title><summary type='text'>But I can still hear what has been left behind me.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/114335087500069904/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=114335087500069904&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/114335087500069904'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/114335087500069904'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2006/03/i-cannot-see-what-is-ahead-of-me.html' title='I cannot see what is ahead of me'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-113746354612714488</id><published>2006-01-16T19:56:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2006-02-03T20:04:56.800-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Brookstone Fowler</title><summary type='text'>The midnight-blue Ford sedan parked across the street outside his kitchen window had three parking tickets. They stuck on the driver's side, fluttering in the breeze. It had sat there for weeks before Brookstone Fowler actually noticed it. Until it caught his eye, it had merely been part of the daily background. Another car parked against the curb with other cars of other colors lined up before </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/113746354612714488/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=113746354612714488&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113746354612714488'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113746354612714488'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2006/01/brookstone-fowler.html' title='Brookstone Fowler'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-113678525894100426</id><published>2006-01-08T23:31:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2006-01-08T23:40:58.963-06:00</updated><title type='text'>When Is It Time To Leave The Party?</title><summary type='text'>When is it time to leave the party?How do you know?You sit alone on a too small couch watching everyone laugh and drink and smoke and smile and kiss and gesture and gather candy and cake while you sip your drinkWatching.Friends come by where you sitor strangersand you forget for a momentthe constant nagging sadnessBut then, as parties tend to do, the crowd shifts and minglesand you're alone again</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/113678525894100426/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=113678525894100426&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113678525894100426'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113678525894100426'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2006/01/when-is-it-time-to-leave-party.html' title='When Is It Time To Leave The Party?'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-113601247095117497</id><published>2005-12-31T00:56:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2005-12-31T01:01:10.990-06:00</updated><title type='text'>On Zombie Avenue</title><summary type='text'>He lived alone in a two-flat next to a graveyard on Zombie Avenue.He hadn't seen his neighbor below for a couple of years. They used to hang together, but lost touch one forgotten day. He could still hear the goings-on through the shared heating vents in all the rooms. Contact remained, by one degree, through the black metal grates in the floorboards.* * *A work in progress.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/113601247095117497/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=113601247095117497&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113601247095117497'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113601247095117497'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/12/on-zombie-avenue.html' title='On Zombie Avenue'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-113454464995774780</id><published>2005-12-14T01:14:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2005-12-14T01:17:29.966-06:00</updated><title type='text'>I Don't Want To Live This Life Anymore</title><summary type='text'>I need to do something bold.Make a change.Send a ripple out into the Galactic River I'm drowning in.Strike a hard 3-chord in my mind and ride the feedback.A fish (Pisces) that does not move, dies.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/113454464995774780/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=113454464995774780&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113454464995774780'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113454464995774780'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/12/i-dont-want-to-live-this-life-anymore.html' title='I Don&apos;t Want To Live This Life Anymore'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-113297825526264395</id><published>2005-11-25T22:09:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2005-11-25T22:11:27.433-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Someday</title><summary type='text'>I'll gently squeeze a woman's arm and say,"It's going to be alright."And we'll both believe it.And it will be all right.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/113297825526264395/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=113297825526264395&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113297825526264395'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113297825526264395'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/11/someday.html' title='Someday'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-113272757562600688</id><published>2005-11-23T00:31:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2005-11-23T00:32:55.636-06:00</updated><title type='text'>When I Squeeze My Eyes Shut</title><summary type='text'>The world disappears.But it always returns when I open them.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/113272757562600688/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=113272757562600688&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113272757562600688'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113272757562600688'/><link 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href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=113243289128777383&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113243289128777383'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113243289128777383'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/11/for-those-of-lacking-plans-tonight.html' title='For those of lacking plans tonight:'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-113243273281052215</id><published>2005-11-19T14:38:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2005-11-19T14:38:52.820-06:00</updated><title type='text'>After you kill your Idols</title><summary type='text'>Do you become your own Idol?And then would have to kill yourSelf?</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/113243273281052215/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=113243273281052215&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113243273281052215'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113243273281052215'/><link 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href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=113242606131903337&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113242606131903337'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113242606131903337'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/11/sink-will-stay-clean.html' title='The Sink Will Stay Clean'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-113185755330574460</id><published>2005-11-12T22:20:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2005-11-12T22:52:33.330-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Dream, Life, or Metaphor?</title><summary type='text'>I awake.I feel the heat of sun on my body as I lay on my back.In grass, it feels, in a place unknown, yet familiar.When I open my eyes, all I see is the gray blanket of clouds. They cover the entire sky or ceiling above me. Not moving, perfectly still, they filter through a, seemingly, bright and burning sun. I surmise that, if this grayness were to disappear, the world I awoke in would shine </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/113185755330574460/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=113185755330574460&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113185755330574460'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113185755330574460'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/11/dream-life-or-metaphor.html' title='Dream, Life, or Metaphor?'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-113117610409440068</id><published>2005-11-05T01:33:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2005-11-05T01:35:04.103-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Just 13 More Minutes</title><summary type='text'>One more cigarette,and finish this last beer.Then I'll slip into bed,and disappear from the waking world.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/113117610409440068/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=113117610409440068&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113117610409440068'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/113117610409440068'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/11/just-13-more-minutes.html' title='Just 13 More Minutes'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-112930577495244320</id><published>2005-10-14T10:57:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2005-10-14T11:34:48.923-05:00</updated><title type='text'>(Not Living) a Life</title><summary type='text'>I am a Writer who never WritesI am a Worker who hates to WorkI am a Drinker who rarely DrinksI am a Stoner who never SmokesI am a Lover who has no one to LoveI am an Observer who cannot SeeI am a Talker who says NothingI am a Sociallite with no Social LifeI am a Faithful who hates ReligionI am a Artist who never DrawsI am a Seeker who does not SearchI am a Hub who has no NetworkI am a Hugger who </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/112930577495244320/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=112930577495244320&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112930577495244320'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112930577495244320'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/10/not-living-life.html' title='(Not Living) a Life'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-112883551598775550</id><published>2005-10-09T00:16:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2005-10-09T00:39:19.143-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Scene One (on a loop)</title><summary type='text'>The Apartment is flooded with light; nearly every lamp or overhead light is on.A scented candle burns on the sofa table.Ska, hardcore, and punk plays on the stereo at low volume.With the windows closed, little can be heard from the Outside World. Maybe a scream or car alarm sounds at times, but, for the most part, an eerie silence holds the night.A man is seen stretched out on a too small couch </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/112883551598775550/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=112883551598775550&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112883551598775550'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112883551598775550'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/10/scene-one-on-loop.html' title='Scene One (on a loop)'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-112710170014572231</id><published>2005-09-18T22:40:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2005-09-18T22:48:20.150-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Something's Missing</title><summary type='text'>Sunny day with a perfect breezeRiding with a pretty girlsoft sad music on the radioRelatively good moodconsidering the slight hangoverTwinkling laughterthat kidnaps me every timeSurrounded by faces on DevonThen a sky on the ceilingand statues by the lounge benchA pretty girl behind me at another tableDark hair, slender face, Moon eyesA couple joins usTasty food, but little conversationI don't </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/112710170014572231/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=112710170014572231&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112710170014572231'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112710170014572231'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/09/somethings-missing.html' title='Something&apos;s Missing'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-112667466900253010</id><published>2005-09-14T00:08:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2005-09-14T00:11:09.006-05:00</updated><title type='text'>One Sentence</title><summary type='text'>Powerful.One sentence can start a Chapter.Or end a Book.One sentence can create a Happy Beginning or a Bitter End.It just depends on what that one sentence holds.Be careful what you write.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/112667466900253010/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=112667466900253010&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112667466900253010'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112667466900253010'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/09/one-sentence.html' title='One Sentence'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-112658406761038720</id><published>2005-09-12T22:54:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2005-09-12T23:31:09.496-05:00</updated><title type='text'>The Shower</title><summary type='text'>Someday.Maybe a hot August nightand we want to wash away the day's sweat.Maybe a chilly-cruel February dayand we need to warm the cold ache in our bones.We'll step into the showerand wash away the days worry grime fear workand wash it all downsharing a beer under the falling waterI'll clear Our Hair trapped in the drainintertwined into and around each other'sto allow the water to flow better </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/112658406761038720/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=112658406761038720&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112658406761038720'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112658406761038720'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/09/shower.html' title='The Shower'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-112521142970879599</id><published>2005-08-28T01:38:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2005-08-28T01:43:49.713-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Just as I predicted</title><summary type='text'>I threw you my heart.You let it drop.It laid on the ground beating.I danced and balanced alongThe Thin Line Between Love and HateAnd landed on my feetTime and distance did their thingEasing pain and giving perspectiveTonight, I felt Nothing.But, that may be a liea self-survival techniquethere is still a tiny part of the moon peeking from behind the cloudsNever say "never"I can't seem to shut the </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/112521142970879599/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=112521142970879599&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112521142970879599'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112521142970879599'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/08/just-as-i-predicted.html' title='Just as I predicted'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14520357.post-112468393873779095</id><published>2005-08-21T23:06:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2005-08-21T23:12:18.743-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Let's Come Together</title><summary type='text'>Arch your backand look to the ceilingand I'll do the same.Circle your hipsand touch my chestand I'll do the same.I'll push.You Pull.Let it out.Let me In.Run you fingers through my hairand kiss my lipsand I'll do the same.Rub against meand lick my earand I'll do the same.I'll push.You pull.Let it out.Let me in.Let's come together.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/feeds/112468393873779095/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=14520357&amp;postID=112468393873779095&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112468393873779095'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/14520357/posts/default/112468393873779095'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shudderblink.blogspot.com/2005/08/lets-come-together.html' title='Let&apos;s Come Together'/><author><name>Mac</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02184270238619489370</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/53/2107/320/BadCubeLogo.1.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
